And will to live.
I mean... I will live but I don't have any good thoughts about my future and my life. It's just empty.
For the first time I think I have a real depression or something alike. I won't go to a psychologist, he won't help me, it something deeper I think.
Don't worry about me, I'm ok. I will live.
Something happened and it changed my psyche. I will be okay someday.
I wrote this here because I wanted to. I don't want attention. I just wanted to be honest with you.